Modrinth link for my texture packs and maybe one day a mod
Click here for the modrinth linkIm Just gonna use this site to waffle about whatevers on my mind and cos i have some sense of culture im gonna stay FAR FAR away from tiktok (eugh) or twitter (eugh). Anyway, INTRODUCTIONS!!! My name is irrelevant, however my hobbies arent. I like making digital art (kinda doing a hiatus from it at the moment tho) and obviously gaming, im also im college as of writing this doing media studies! imma type up some updates about those and like i said just general life stuffs. This is getting too long now so im sodding off, cya bitches :P
This site is VERY W.I.P so just bear in mind nothing is done yet. Imma make this place look WAY nicer (when i learn how to)
Ive been binging (is that how u spell it?) fishtank lately and ive just taken a bit to really appreciate the absurdist comedy that comes from watching people being pushed to their absolute limits both physically and mentally. The character arcs that you get to see happen in real time i mean ive never gotten a parasocial relationship with anyone besides the fishtank contestants because of how real and visceral it is. these people endure pure shit so they can see a better future for themselves and its honestly really admirable watching them. aswell as INSANELY funny. and it made me realise something about sam hydes comedy. ive never been able to put it into words until now but his humor is to confuse you and you either go with it and have a laugh or you dont and your the joke. for example to idubbs documentary on him. idubbs could have gone with the fake life sam showed to him and had a laugh on the way with all the shit that happened. but he didnt. he was upset he didnt get what he wanted and tried to disect a humor you cant disect and he ended up becoming the joke. this was just something ive had on my mind for a while now. always trust a schizophrenic gay man, especially if he's blickety black.
Yo im just taking a break from watching fishtank to write somet here. i think it was the 13th or 14th i forgot but I went to a pub with my mate that had a couple of bands doing some gigs. It was free entry too so we thought why not. there was supposed to be 4 of us but only the 2 of us ended up going and it was great. very loud but not the loudest ive been to and the featured band (the jungles!!!) were pertty good too I bought one of their CDs that has another band on it and i might check them out and after that I went over to his to have some super spicy noodles because im so FUCKING chineese and it actually made me dizzy so that was good. and in other news ive been making more progress on my fnf mod its been in on and off development for forever now and im about almost half of the way to finishing it so thats great. ive just been doing random miscellaneous stuff like freeplay menu stuff and ive done a couple of character sprites but im gonna have to go back and redo one of the old ones and oh my god i propper locked in and typed that bit out really fast what the hell. anyway thats it for me bye bye (in a stupid voice)
Sitting in my chair, eating popcorn and watching youtube
wsg gang in back with another friggin update. I spoke to one of my mates like an hour ago and she threatened me with extreme violence if i didnt talk about the (real btw) razzing. Unfortunately there has been no real breaking of the speed limit but I did Wii alover the windscreen so that was cool ig. Seriously tho playing Wii with the lot was actually really fun we need to do that more. Most of it is driving to ppls houses and kfc so idk what she wants me to write about so badly but it has been nice getting to hang out with the lot and ive noticed an unusual amount of encouragement to say the n-word usually its once in a blue moon but its happened at least twice recently. speaking of moon, we got a partial solar eclipse today. I missed it. yeah. Ive been talking about it with my mate and we didnt get an exact time wed get together to see it so I didn't go with my family to the arcade incase he came but he didn't and then i ring him and i get a strangely vague call and he's on the motorway, so I wait for him to message me when hes ready to go but all of a sudden its 9 o'fuckingclock and the eclipe is over. im trynaq play it down like im not upset about it but i really an not that upset its just, man (rolls head). yk? idk its pretty out of character for him to do somet like that. I just remembered something else I wanted to write abt yesterday. (holy whiplash) but uuh ive been watching lolcow stuff for a while oh my god I just thought about it that i started just before i got with my ex or around then idk but that was 2 fucking years ago jesus christ it feels like it hasnt been that long since the nova interview with smokey and kiwi and all that shit. but alot of that lolcow stuff made me think that I need to be smart with my presence on the internet aswell as some very obvious things such as how i need to start hanging up attraction signs so i can get a boyfriend-free girl. but on a more serious note i also figured out that airing out ur dirty laundry over the internet isnt the best idea (someone could have fucking told me sooner. GOD) so yeah im gonna figure out what the JOHN (thats right im going there) im gonna do for the next couple (or longer you never know) hours. cyall fellas.
yoooo its been a long time and NOT alot has happened while I was gone ToT. Wait lemme read my last update so I know where i left off its JENNYuinely been that long. ok i've read it now and I also fixed a spelling error '-' umm the biggest thing thats on my mind rn is that my best mate (NOT MY LOVER I AM NOT GAY I KNOW WHO YOU ARE) got his car insured(?) last week and i've been his passenger princess. We've done quite a bit including smoking in a big empty field outside the car at like 4 in the morning it was asthetic as fucking hell and i made my own mixtape to play in his car and I accidentally left it there one time and my no.1 hater saw it and genuinely questioned if i made all the songs on it (cos I wrote that on the front) because I am Green day, AC/DC, Metallica, Rammstein, Femtanyl, Stomach book, Churgney gurgney and whoever voice acted GladOS I forgot her name THATS ME (referencing the I have sex infront of my kids guy) I saw an egyptian edit of that video and it was funny as hell. I've finally been able to get involved in the shenanigans the rest of the group get up to cos we live on the opposite sides of [place] (I just realised what i wrote so ive gone ahead and redacted some places from old posts so yeah (if I missed anything and u know me can u msg me abt it pls :])) ive just gotten back after re-reading everything to get rid of place names and ive forgotten my line of thought and some of the stuff I wrote reminded me of the way Jiz speaks and now I want to die. oh well. Anyway what made me come back to this website was i just remembered it when i was tryna sleep a couple of days ago and now I've just cleaned my pc (image in gonna attach i promise) and it actually looks new idk if i already wrote on this site but its basically scraps of my mate except for GPU that cost me 200 quid yada yada definition of bottle neck all that shit ive said to everyone a million times im sick of saying it at this point. but ive cleaned it and i thought i might as well do it now cos why not ig. Something else ive been doing is playing Palworld (thats right ive run out of things that happened irl). I started playing again after ages like 2 months ago and then all of a sudden 1.0 comes out and the game fucking blows up on steam im pretty sure it broke top 10 and ive been having alot of fun on it ive just broke into endgame and im having fun with the ancient technology stuff but getting that first 20 ancient cores to start farming them wasn't nice but so worth it. If u wanna know my favourite pal is tarantriss and I named her Josie (Josietank reference). I think thats everything I wanted to write about so if i wanna write about anything more then I will but no promises. In fact i promise ur gonna wait another 5~6 months for another update
Writing this one on my phone again. It's 1:30 in the morning and I can't sleep. Ive absolutely fucked up my sleep schedule over the half term, ive tried everything that usually gets me sleepy. But whenever I'm in lesson I'm out in seconds. It genuinely makes me hate everything and start punching holes in my wall until my hand becomes a bloody stub. Not much for updates about my life, it's just the usual stuff. Got my college, got my mates and I got this website. I just remembered one of my friends bought me a burger and another friend told me today that you do not want to go into debt with someone over food or drink unless you want something unspeakable happening to you so I've gotta figure out a way to solve that. And that's it for tonight I guess. Maybe I can finally get some sleep now, I've been trying for the past 2 and a half hours. Nighty night. No I'm not done yet, just as I closed the app I got something else I wanna write about. At least I don’t have a 15 year old girlfriend. Someone's gonna enjoy reading that. So again, nighty night. Hey im doing some more now that I'm on my pc. I think the better weather is affecting my mood cos I was really happy today for whatever reason, It was also really sunny all of a sudden after being really miserable for the past 5 months so yipee. I'm going again bye
Hello everybody my name is welcome and i am a-fish-ially back to writing to this site after a week (technically a week and a day cos it's 2 in the morning) and im just giving a quick update cos someone keeps bugging me to update this website *cough* *cough* you know who you are. Anyways not much has happened since my last update, I think i might attach some accounts that have some of my projects on it. Minecraft texture packs and just some ideas i got floating around. I have a sick idea for a scary sonic story and I might make a separate page for that. Gonna finally learn propper html code and spruce up the site a bit and make it more organised (when I can be bothered) but for now im just working on a windows vista/xp/frutiger aero resource pack for minecraft that changes the gui. I've learned quite a bit about ui design from that era like some of the teqniques used to get that gloss and some design principles. I'm propper auting out on this shit. I've done one or two art peices a long while ago and I think I might give the drawing tablet a dust off and get back to doing some art for my projects (mainly the scary sonic one) ive only been using it for gartic phone with my friends. So yea thats been me for the past week, just alot of autistic stuff that I would not want anyone who doesn't know me that well knowing. I also had this years shower (scary I know).
Writing this in college on my phone, hopefully I remember to put this on the site when I get home. I think the depression arc might be over cos im starting to enjoy being on my own a bit more. I just finished my smoke break and I didn't feel sad this time so that's good. I'm still gonna quit tho but I'm starting to wonder if I'm gonna manage. I tell myself and everyone that I'm gonna but sometimes i think i might not be able to do it but i managed december without it and last week i managed to keep myself. Maybe not having any in my pockets will help. I'm starting to get over you know who finally and I think that's helping my state of mind a lot. I still wish I could feel loved by someone especially since valentines is tomorrow but i dont need it. I got great friends and that's all I need. One of em said a while ago that she doesn't get why some people always need to have a partner and said it's some kind of validation seeking and it made me think a little bit. I think it's nice to have someone to challenge the way you think. Gives you a new perspective even if you're not convinced and it's nice to have a conversation kike that sometimes. As long as it's actually constructive. I can't stand it when someone wont even try to think about what you're tryna say; it's like talking to a brick wall. I try to not be like that and sometimes I think it may seem like that but I still take away something even if I'm not fully convinced like I said before. I think that's it for thoughts today, scrolling through the google doc i put this on its pretty long but that might just be because its on a phone. Pray for me that I don't get murdered
Sorry ive been gone so long. I've been falsely convicted for blowing up a certain government building and I was given a deal that if I go get some pictures for them in a submarine, they would give me a free ticket to go see Iron Lung in the cinema. I went with my mates (there was like 8 of us) and I rather enjoyed the film. I was solid as a rock the entire time watching Markiplier on the big screen. Oh yea when the movie ended everyone else didnt have a clue what happened in the film but I understood perfectly like how do you not understand, well, they do have the attention span of a chimp on crack so it makes sense but onto the ratings. I'd give the movie 69 Markipliers out of 5 nights in bed with mark
Was gonna write earlier but I got distracted then reminded by the same person so im gonna pretend I just finnished my shower cos that was my original idea. Well, that was a depressing shower. All I could think about for half an hour was the devil (you know who) and all I wanna say about it is imagine being sent screenshots of messages between your partner and the guy who has been flirting with her, and she's messaging him like she messages you. Yea, it's not nice. Imagine learning that she let him touch her and then tried acting like none of it ever happened. It gets worse very time it worms its way into my head it's just draining more than anything. Well, thats all I wanted to type about so next time I promise it's not gonna be so depressing. cya
Whoops. I forgot to write yesterday, well Im here now and I know what to write about :D. Yesterday when I said Im doing great. Well, thats only one side of the coin. I'd say im quite bipolar at the minute, when I'm with my friends everythings great and I'm happy as can be but then as soon as im alone it's a different story, I try to not let whats happened get to me but sometimes it's quite difficult. umm ive kinda killed the mood haven't I? Uhh during the weekend I went out to pick up some groceries and the ciggies got the best of me (my break week hadn't started yet so its ok) and then I remembered why I was gonna stop for a week cos I was miserable stood there with that cig like holy shit. I didn't even finish the fag cos I just wanted it to be over, well eventually I made it home and the rest of my day was ok. I played some games with my mates and the same thing happened the next day. Oh yea I just remembered today I got my results back for the music video. All merits, considering I got 3 merits and 2 passes for my horror movie opening I'd say I did well so I'm happy with that. Also I'm gonna buy the woolhaven DLC for cult of the lamb and half life: Alyx cos woolhaven has released :yipee: and Alyx is on sale so yea, I'm gonna go ignore my problems by GAMING :D (sorry)
New year bitches, and guess what? I'm not fucking going anywhere, Im back to writing to my website with my nonsense ramblings. Again, gonna be very train of thought, just what im thinking and I am livin' the life. I've gotten a new friendgroup and oh my god shit is so funny, genuinely the hardest ive laughed ever. One guy from my old group stuck around cos he's a real one and the new guys like him so ig it worked out fine. It's a great cast of characters and everyday is a blast, which is probably why we don't get much work done but thats besides the point. Updates on what ive previously said uuhh, I've been smoking for a while now, moved away from rolling my own (cos they were shit) and started buying packs however i think im at the point where I feeling better while I smoke and I just feel sad so I'm gonna quit after the pack I've got now but I think social smoking helps solve it for now. At this point im smoking once every day and so im gonna take a break for a week cos if I get addicted right before I quit, then I'm pretty fucked. Oh yea my media, I've finnished my horror movie opening and I've even finished another project. A music video, I chose the song and I picked welcome to paradise, pretty good choice if I do say so myself and the video turned out well, I might actually make a page where I have all the videos but thats for later. What else umm I can't think of anything rn so if I think of more stuff thats happened over the holidays or some other shit so I guess that's a problem for tomorrow. Cya :P
Gonna be a short one this one cos absolutely nothings been happening, ive just been procrastinating playing minecraft and slime rancher 2. I still wanted to write here tho cos im tryna keep a rule of maximum 2 days between updating ma site if u haven't noticed. Im already skint for things to write about so I'm finally gonna go finish my work that i need to do tomorrow (I love procrastinating). Cya shitheads!
I'm back bitches!!! Sorry i didn't write yesterday, nothing really happened thats worth writing about it was just kinda meh. Nothing good happened and nothing bad happened, except I had pizza for tea that was good. Now onto today, I met up with my mate for a smoke (usual friday stuff) and instead of smoking the usual shitty ciggies i roll he lent me one of his pre-rolled ones. I'm still gonna roll my own cos one day im gonna get good at it but the ones from today, phewie they hit hard. The ones I roll usually burn out in like 3 puffs so after about 5 from these i got propper high off of it, I could barely keep my balance and i was thinking to myself "wow, one ciggies doing this to me!" but i bet if i chainsmoked enough of them the effect would wear off. I talked to my mate about changing my once a month rule to once a week but then i told him why I was also thinking that idea is retarded cos if i shorten it im just gonna shorten it again and again and then im gonna end up smoking an entire pack in a day and this keyboard is gonna be covered in ash. Uhh what else uuh ig i could write about how my media group is almost ready to start filming, we've got some work to do before we can start and ive definately got alot to do. I'm the production designer of the group so im going to be making sure the recordings don't look like ass and that includes costumes, fun! The killer (btw we're doing a horror movie opening) is gonna be wearing black robes with a deer skull mask and im gonna be papier macheing the mask ToT. But I can't complain cos it was my idea. Oh and my group, god, they are funny as hell. Most of the lesson is spent laughing cos of something, the girl sat next to me just puts me in a giggly mood (maybe it's her funny laugh) and we just joke about alot with this guy sat on the other side of me. Honestly we just need to shut up and get our work done cos sometimes the entire hour would go by and we've just written one sentence. Because "what the John" has just become a normal part of my vocabulary, it comes off as very jarring to other people who don't know who John is (not gonna get into that here) and idk how it happened but it ended up with the girl stealing my name so I took the bit of telling me to get my work done and i gave her a taste of her own medicine. Another thing is that i keep seeing people from my high school walking around and for some reason everyone suddenly really wants to talk to me, ive had a couple nice chats here and there and a good "great seeing ya", the environment on campus is honestly great. And thats all i can think about today, im gonna go cos my bed is calling for me, gn gang XP
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Redacted, fuck you. OH YEA! It's [college event that has the name in the name :P] tomorrow, so ill take a break from her to write about that :D. Anyways, cya suckers!
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